Posted by No.2Pencil on November 19, 1998 at 17:23:26: In Reply to: To No.2 Pencil posted by Viggen on November 19, 1998 at 15:03:06:
: I have a problem : I often dream of Neri and I must realize that she DOESN'T EXIST. But I generally prefer to doubt, to think that she could be somewhere on Earth, that she's thinking of me... crazy, no ?
: So, How can I stop with this unrealisable dream ? I want to stay in the reality but, in my mind, Neri is so pretty ! Sometimes I think that we could married... As far as possible :-)
: That the end of my message, No.2 Pencil...
: Bye.
: Viggen
: PS : Please excuse for my probable English mistakes ...
Greetings to you Viggen,
In response to your concern, there is not just one answer so it is ultimately up to you to see which one fits you the best. One answer is that you could like Neri at this stage in your life, but as you develop and discover yourself, you may find that your taste in girls are not the same as they once where, because your personality fully developed and you discovered who you really are. Speaking from personal experience I used to be in love with a girl named Rosita at my school. I just knew she was the one. We weren't boy friend and girlfriend but I wished she was my girlfriend. However after a few years even though she had the same face I didn't percieve her to be as beautiful as I once did. She hadn't changed, I did. After I discovered who I really was, I could see that I would never be happy with her. I had changed and now I needed someone that fit with my new personality.Second answer,It's also possible that your love for Neri will never change and the vision you have for yourself of a life with Neri will never change. You control your circumstances by the vision you hold in your heart. By heart I mean the core of your thinking. If Neri is truly in your heart you can "attract" Neri, however it may not be in the form you see her on T.V. You may attract a girl into your life that has the Neri qualitys you are looking for. Speaking from personal experience I had a cat that, I know this seems wierd, had the personality of Neri. She still in many ways had a cat nature, but I've observed that each cat has it's own personality, like people, and this cat , I know this seems bizzare had Neri's exact personallity, and I felt very grateful to have her. She and I were very close. So perhaps you too will find the spirit of Neri in a girl or pet. That is my advice to you, I hope it will help you in some way but if it doesn't I'm sure that by you constantly thinking on a solution to your problem eventually you will have the solution and peace of mind you seek.
Sincerely,
No.2Pencil